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Mar. 8th, 2017 02:15 amI keep staring at the ring that my boys got for me. It reminds me of all the good promises they talked about.
The promises that mean nothing now. They even know about the baby and they don't want anything to do with him. No pictures, no nothing. They're having another kid with someone better.
At home, my sister married my ex. They're happy and having babies that my parents will acknowledge. They won't acknowledge me. My ex and his best friend are trying to deny any wrong doing with the situation that sent me away.
Here... I have work. Malik is in town for a little while, and he's helping me get over a few issues, as well as getting ready for the baby. He's a little worried, but I made him promise to always look out for my kid, no matter what happens to me.
Sometimes I wonder why I didn't just die in that fire...
The promises that mean nothing now. They even know about the baby and they don't want anything to do with him. No pictures, no nothing. They're having another kid with someone better.
At home, my sister married my ex. They're happy and having babies that my parents will acknowledge. They won't acknowledge me. My ex and his best friend are trying to deny any wrong doing with the situation that sent me away.
Here... I have work. Malik is in town for a little while, and he's helping me get over a few issues, as well as getting ready for the baby. He's a little worried, but I made him promise to always look out for my kid, no matter what happens to me.
Sometimes I wonder why I didn't just die in that fire...
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Date: 2017-03-09 05:49 am (UTC)I was about to offer alcohol but how about a spa day instead.
Or something else?
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Date: 2017-03-09 11:38 am (UTC)A spa day. Thanks, Mia.
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Date: 2017-03-10 05:19 am (UTC)I have a lot of exes that are jerks. I get it.
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Date: 2017-03-26 04:56 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-03-26 08:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-03-26 08:13 pm (UTC)...with any of them.